3 years after 2016, go go go, shows must go on! here we go, FoShan Kung Fu Trip VTAA

Thanks to Leung Kwok Fung Hung Gar Sifu, you know what, 3 years before I finally, after that day, I go up to his class, he did give me the files which captures my Sifu and papa demonstrated Ving Tsun in one of the Hong Kong University named HKUST Hall.  Many thanks to this web site, if not, I previously lost my mobile and I lost contact of Leung Kwok Fung Sifu, now I know and I can search him out and remember his name in this site, who I every year wish to KUNG XI FA CHOI with him as a respect to him every Chinese Lunar New Year.  In real world, may be there are many good heart people, but he definitely is one of them.  Do things without considering benefit or relationship.   Thank you very much Leung Kwok Fung Hung Gar Sifu.

I stopped writing for 3 years.  2016 I started this blog, have a taste of how it likes owning a site.  Being so excited, but not realizing maintaining a site need persistence.  Actually, a blog like life, need to work out and evolve. ………………

Times go by, follow my life, in 2017 Oct, I traveled with father to FoShan trip organized by VTAA (Ving Tsun Authentic Associate).    My father ‘s student came from Spain to HK to visit him, VTAA asked if father had student helped demonstrated something in trip, though father knew Spanish student come at the period, but father did not interest the trip, he rejected and respond saying not assigning any to demonstrate Kung fu in the FoShan trip, also the trip for father was so much travel that my father just didn’t interest to join (in his age of 80s), he rejected invitation at last.  When his Spanish student arrived Hong Kong, I knew they may have desire in heart to join the trip but realizing father didn’t wanted to go, they little upset I thought and sure, did not prepare any VISA, but who knew, the VTAA member some Yip Man students invited once more my father, and what then!!!!  Father, he accepted to go, shit!!! I had a little argue with father since then, because if he earlier let me know he when, VISA applied earlier, far cheaper, now everything in short time in rush was so difficult………..NO VISA, NO TOUR SEAT, NO INSURANCE, but all I knew was—>SPANISH my friend WANTED TO GO and THEY NOT USUALLY IN HONG KONG and NOT USUALLY HAVE CHANGE TO JOIN VTAA ACTIVITY WITH FATHER TOGETHER………….I then tried my best to help……..the Spain students my friend need to rush for VISA for CHINA, they had only 1 days’ time, rusing paying around thousand of HKD for 2 day trip only, what ‘s more, Chinese Travel service limited according to CHINA government requires VISA applicants to prove with KUNG FU TRIP formal INVITATION letter and receipt of hotel for prove of stay in order to let you apply the VISA…….. not to mention the quick VISA already very expensive (as of now  the month of 2019 FEB, I heard the CHINESE TRAVEL SERVICE LIMITED no more generate QUICK VISA).

Rush rush rush…quick quick quick….early in the morning I bought time rushing and took 6 Spanish friend to Chinese travel Service to apply for VISAs , before got into VISA counter there was ticket needed to queue up for and the ticket limited every day, we queued in early morning and ran into the counter, 6 sat down, my friends their Spanish speaking so fast and I was just elementary level in Spanish, I talked and talked and i tried hard to understand their needs, counter people didn’t know Spanish and hardly understand some English, who knew, many time I bet they didn’t get what I explained, form fields were in English and was difficult for my friend, occupation, number of kids, purpose to go China, nationality, age…..2 to 3 pages, I translated field by field with my limited language proficiency.   Difficult……….., we had all form filled finally, but when found out it need 1xxx HKD (one thousand some hundreds HKD for VISA), 3 Spanishs gave up, remaining 3 kept going…….And whattspp for quick request VTAA for formal letter, pay extra an other INSURANCE for trip and seats in TOUR bus and book hotel in hotel, thanks to informatic technology, all done in street with mobile, thanks to VTAA chairman DENNIS too, we settled and finally 3 Spanish and Father and I finish all it needed to go FoShan trip.

 

Next, what to demo in stage Ip Man temple!!!!???  Sudden wanted to go, hey guys….what had been in you all ‘s head!!!????, we didn’t drill anything!!!  OK OK you jump I jump…!!! ><   we went to HONG KONG Tong Zhou Street near my home, they Chi Sao, they parted up the 3 who wanted to demonstrate some interaction of ChiSao…..and suddenly, father students wanted me involve to demonstrate one Ving Tsun form, Chum Kiu, yes, originally no problem as I learned in my Kung Fu school this form and I did has experience to demonstrate publicly for my school, I initially thought that it is piece of cake…but I was wrong….., you know what, Jose – father student wanted me demonstrate my father ‘s form which was different in style………my school was different lineage then my father strictly speaking, my father ‘s form from Ip Man, my form a little changed under Ip Man student Wong Shun Leung and now I followed SiKong Wong Shun Leung student and my form different a bit comparatively, I rejected but Jose didn’t let, what worst, my father wanted me to demonstrate his form!!!! This is big problem to me, as a student of my Sifu, I think that if demonstrated publicly, I better inform Sifu in advance, this always basic respect, but….how to start my conversation ?? like…ah…Sifu, my father wanted me to demonstrate Chum Kiu, but he wanted to demonstrate his style, not your style…….shit!!! how to open mouth!!!!  You know, in reality, Sifu need to respect father and say him Sisuk, if my father wanted, sifu hard to refuse my action as that was his SISUK higher status in hierachy, but in heart, would my Sifu like that!!!  I was pretty sure my sifu did not like me to demonstrate publicly not in his style………… Furthermore, no way for me, could I cover things up but hide up? No! because nowadays internet forfeit, I did not want Sifu find out I publicly demonstrate CHUM KIU only when he saw me on web fb or whatsapp video without knowing it by me direct spoke to him in advance, this was so rude as a student, disrespect for Sifu that I myself couldn’t accept…..I thought and thought, I went phone Sifu finally, embarrasedly , said everything to him, Sifu responded, how come you not demonstrate my form, you are my lineage……..you did not follow your father……like that, you know……big difficult for me…..really big difficult.  Meanwhile, Jose kept teaching me my father ‘s form and I tried learned while tried convinced my Sifu.   Finally Sifu did not say yes and did not say no, I knew but had no choice and kept start FoShan trip.  Only few days learning a new style, though not many different, but still need practice, in the hotel I waited father sleep and practice the form more than ten times for undelying worries in heart.    Also, Jose wanted to demonstrate knife, but we said we were not sure if immigration let us pass or enter mainland if we bring knife –> weapon, relunctantly, he gave up.

 

The morning comes, the VTAA had arranged buffet morning breakfast before the gathering in Ip Man temple, that means, we still have the time for preparing and discussing who stand where the group demo part.  And here we came, conflict!  I asked Jose, you expected one(one of his student), but I was quite closed friend with the student, I sensed that he joined FoShan trip for fun and seems to me he was not interested to demo which bear responsibility, I urged Jose to make sure the student intended to demo before did it, otherwise the demonstration not as what he thought it should be.  For me, the one on stage must be himself wanted to, prepared to, otherwise the demonstration not intended and would not be good.  I urged Jose to re-ask that student again, finally, as I expected, the student rejected to go on stage.  But we already arrived the Ip Man Temple, soon need to demonstrate, Jose changed his idea, make one solo on Chum Kiu but that was no more me, that student, he was so happy, because, longed before, he also intended to do something for his country by his own.  It ‘s the time!  Good!  For me, its good too, I didn’t have to do Chum Kiu that not my sifu style, yeah!  But who knew, Jose not let me go, he wanted me do free Ving Tsun Chi Sao with him, I rejected and said him, I was not in the advance level and I needed drill instead of freely performed anytime any place.  I was angry and urged that he was teacher level he definitely could whenever demonstrate without drilling, but I couldn’t.  Reluctantly, he drilled a little bit there with me inside the temple.  But he designed that there must be 1 minutes no drill free fight,………… what a ?  But he insisted…..shit!

 

Close to our round to be on stage, when Jose see other team demonstrate knife, he suddenly asked why other could demonstrate knife, and I tried to ask other team to borrow, sure, failed, first the knife not the type/weight Jose used to demo, second, other team would not let you borrow.  here came our teams’ round, first Jose demo, second his student on Chum Kiu, both played very good, especially the Chum Kiu, my father initially worried saying this student has background of Hung Kuen and that may not be good to be chosen on stage or good in demonstrate the Chum Kiu, who know, he played so good that even my father impressed and said GOOD! Yeah!  He gained my father ‘s approval and applaud, so nice day!  But here my turn, when I on stage, the MC small voice asked me did I wanted to be introduced in the name of father ‘s daughter, I said, please NO NO NO, because I played bad comparatively and I did not wish to damage my father ‘s fame with my demonstration…….how if I fail…..and I did not want pressure, so I said him please, no……who know, finally, I was presented as “[father]” ‘s daughter, I was a bit embarrassed……but I tried to focus on performance, ignore all that, no matter how, show must go on! and asked myself to ignore thoughts of other’s……..Jose first do as we drilled, I gradually in form, felt OK, but suddenly we broken apart and he started to fight me, I did not know how to react and I kick him, he was so surprised and nearly not able to re-act.  and tried a few punch and he resist, and we stick back after 1 min to chisao as an end-up.

 

Thought not quite good on my part but still could complete the whole things, I was so happy and thrilled, especially father was so happy that was only what I cared.  When I back to go down stage and sitted, one Sihing approach me, and talked with me, we said many things, talked about VT, talked about who is my Sifu, how my days in learning Kung Fu, and he suddenly said, “you see the front row seating people – Senior student of Ip Man, how many of them has their son or daughter inherit their things, you are the one, kept it!” I suprised, we did not know each other before and I knew he meaned good to me, but word has its weight that I suffocated a bit………….  I knew this is important message, but I couldn’t promise, but at that time, I did think, I wish myself to try………

 

 


 

Not being serious in training is irrespect to myself and Sifu

The video clips dream gone smashed, I put aside the matter, and concentrate on my daily life.

Sifu one day took me to hair cut and the hair dresser is one of the SiSuk.  I remember during chat SiSuk mention he is not playing good Ving Tsun , he used to fool around the kung fu class, time passed by, he realised he had wasted time and wasted the chance, but now is so late…….

3 years being disciple of Sifu, i learned Siu Lim Tao, Cham kiu, some wooden dummy.  But i fail to master those skill, i know this when: i was easy “Get in” by newbies when chi sao, i do 3 to 4 times Siu Lim Tao my leg shake, i played Chum Kiu i tend to have a  poor kick, i play dummy my sence of distant bad.  Sifu say many times those WHY of Siu Lim Tao, but i tends to forget.

Sunday, sometimes i go with Sifu to accompany female new learner, in our class, tends to be all man, if i could be together, better.  I can recalled those days when the first couples of months i was in Sifu class, at my time slot, i was the only female learner, and new, i did not dare make friend or talked with Sihings, not sure if they liked me.  Not feeling sad, but feeling odd, doing Siu Lim Tao again and again, because nothing more could be done, many month like that……So i know if i could be there, may her not feeling lonely at least i coild chat with her.

Honestly speaking, Sim Lim Tao supposed to be piece of cake to share……Sifu click start the SiMui the first part of Siu Lim Tao, then Sifu left her to me.  Because the class have 8 advance sihings and he can’t take care all.  You know what, foe me it is big pressure!  i afraid what i said to Mui could be wrong!  Also, 2 of us played together, Sifu not only comment SiMui,, though it is good, he will comment/scold me if i wrong or if i wrong too much that he cannot withstand, i know one must have mistake, but i still felt the pressure.

He did not scolded me afterall, but i feel during the class,  many time i dont know the keys nor the WHYs, even some know-hows when SiMui asked me.  I really wanted hide to Sifu ‘s back such that Sifu answer all, but, i know, escape is not a way for learning, this could be a drive to improve my foundation and desire of master the skills.

Once upon a time, a university lectuere said, never think you get to understand something, not until you success in propagate it.

I will work for that day.

What is the price of a memory? Money money money….hay

My last whatsapp with Leung Sifu was around last Friday,   I said to him I would not give up, I was going to approach another party which, in the year of 2004 of HKUST demo, had been joinly orginized the demo – Hong Kong Wu XX  center…….bearing in mind Leung Sifu assure me after having heard that, “Yes, they will have the file, but they need money.”…..I was so naive and that time I thought my willingness to pay some hundreds or up to thousands HKD would get me one copy.  I once was happy.  How naive!

I enquired by phone and by email, Hong Kong Wu XXX service center replied in email “We have only CASSETTE which may not in good condition, if find one to make DVD for you, it cost 1 thousands, its hard for us to sell”.  Without clarifying Selling or not selling, saying it is hard to do doesn’t imply one not doing nor could not able to be done, am I so stupid?  I don’t know what they are saying.   I try to email reply back and ask if I want file, would it be fine for the organization, if I am willing to bear the fee for execution for making a copy of those video files.  Email reply is clear this time, “We don’t have execution fee policy”  I chase the email and replied by …..”would there be any way I can get those file? ..” ….ha ha………….My email sink to ocean……

One day slip, I want an answer, today I phone times by times, even none answer, I keep phoning the organization, at last, I receive an answer.  To summarize is: They have the file and yet they won’t let me see nor not even make me copy even I pay, and they are not making any publication for that.   I begin to realize how wise is Leung Sifu ‘s word, “….money”, I had not got what he meaned, stupid me.  I am sure, they keep the file, they wait, when someone, able to give them big money, yet, I am no one.  Or just a normal one they afford bear amount of money.

Why, all those Ving Tsun Sifu, some are now 80s, will not do again demo on stage on their own nowaday.   I think they deserve respect in a form by after demo, someone can give them back formal copy of video,  ……….they are the one invited for talk, demo, elaboration……..Now I can’t get it, I know the Sifus were on stage on 2004 they don’t received any formal copy……………..When some memory are used to make money, the price is very big.   But I am sure many like me, though not having big money, but willing to pay some hundreds or thousands for a DVD!

I would appreciate while one organization making profit, they can be reminded of they have the responsibility of owing GREAT KUNG FU MASTERS valuable demo/sharings, yet, have the obligation of propagate the knowledge, I would appreciate if orgainization who keep the property could publish small amount, instead of NO MONEY NO MAKE ANY, KEEPING VIDEO COPY TILL DAWN, something is valuable, yet no benefit, are kept underground, result in NOT VALUED!  HAY! Sad……..

When a little hope get smashed

I hesitate, better not trouble Leung Kwok Fung Sifu any more, but asking someone ‘s help by just dropping a casual call sounds not quite right especially when he don’t know me.  Will he forget my mobile to reply?  I wonder….thinking twice,  i finally left him a wattsapp message.  I should have been more clever, if at the start, i left him an additional wattsapp msg rather than call him, at least i believe he could have more space to ignore me, as for someone who dont know me, deserve to own that option.

This simple wattsapp message for me is big, i risk in giving him impression i push him find me those video file.  But, i ought to do it as a follow up, and i emphasized in message if he couldn’t find it, no worry and that i am already appreciate a lot.

He is indeed a nice person, he shortly replied my message saying he was going to his Kung Fu School and then he update me if those video are still there……

I got his wattsapp reply eventually mid night….World is like that, something you want, simply can’t get it, when you no more need it, it may appeal to you.   May be one day, one day…. i will wait.

He is good, really, i bet he is a good Sifu, in order not let me down, he ask me if i interest in other Ving Tsun related collections, old newspaper, photo that he kept, and he snapshot files on computer and wattsapp me if i want……i can’t help admire at his gentle personality, you know, many files out there!  ha ha…..but i feel a bit shame, i did not pay or give him any thing so far and yet he already did a lot for me(a stranger to him)…..what ‘s more , he is doing Hung Kar, yet i have been learning Ving Tsun 3 years, i fail to have any collection of Ving Tsun not to mention the amount as many as he kept.

I am not a greedy person i guess.  But i wonder, life should teach one to accept when occasion comes, would it be a signal of God to ask me its time to explore in deep on what i learning, even its not a signal, I know its nice to read it too….in that, I told him I interested in those materials too and gave him option only give me if he has time.

Yes, hope smashed, but i have plan B, 2004 HKUST universtity Masters demo was joinly organized, Leung Sifu is one of the organizer, there should be another parties, i want to try see if i have luck

 

2nd day The Site – And Leung Kwok Fung SiFu

Today, my first time show the under construction site to one of my friend.

My friend comment like, the content of under construction is all about master Chan Chee Man, but the domain name is mylifehk.com.  He speaks as a sworm in my brain, this indeed a big mistake.  Thus, i adjust a bit.  I remember long time ago i have registered a domain name vtchancheeman.com,  i think, its the time!

We have a problem, some videos, in early stage, no longer kept, or lost.  For example, 2004 hkust master Chan Chee Man is invited as a guest to demostrate Ving Tsun-Chum Kiu, but for some reason, this is not avaliable or not found on web.  I then surf for 2002-3 HKUST committee, organizer of the lecture, to see if there are still those file, 6 committee, 4 of them not found, mobile none answer or not avaliable to take my call, i hopelessly left message, felt like talking to the air.  I thought i gave up, now is 2016 and those committee were around 2002 but shortly, my phone rings….my call has replys, thanks God.  He knows the matter, he let me know his Sifu Contact no to call to for those video.

I am so lucky!!

When reached his Sifu Leung Kwok Fung, i introduced my whole name to show my honesty, i introduced with, i like Ving Tsun bla bla bla….he reply directly, with sign of surprise “Oh! i am not ving tsun sifu or learner!” and i asap say “yes yes, you play HUNG GAR….i wish if i could find video of lecture 44th you organized in 2004…is it sell or how can i get it?”  he is a nice guy replied “no need pay, most important you like that”.  I say many thank you.  i know well, he played safe said some video had missed, no guaranteed can get them found.

At least, i have hopes