Not being serious in training is irrespect to myself and Sifu
The video clips dream gone smashed, I put aside the matter, and concentrate on my daily life.
Sifu one day took me to hair cut and the hair dresser is one of the SiSuk. I remember during chat SiSuk mention he is not playing good Ving Tsun , he used to fool around the kung fu class, time passed by, he realised he had wasted time and wasted the chance, but now is so late…….
3 years being disciple of Sifu, i learned Siu Lim Tao, Cham kiu, some wooden dummy. But i fail to master those skill, i know this when: i was easy “Get in” by newbies when chi sao, i do 3 to 4 times Siu Lim Tao my leg shake, i played Chum Kiu i tend to have a poor kick, i play dummy my sence of distant bad. Sifu say many times those WHY of Siu Lim Tao, but i tends to forget.
Sunday, sometimes i go with Sifu to accompany female new learner, in our class, tends to be all man, if i could be together, better. I can recalled those days when the first couples of months i was in Sifu class, at my time slot, i was the only female learner, and new, i did not dare make friend or talked with Sihings, not sure if they liked me. Not feeling sad, but feeling odd, doing Siu Lim Tao again and again, because nothing more could be done, many month like that……So i know if i could be there, may her not feeling lonely at least i coild chat with her.
Honestly speaking, Sim Lim Tao supposed to be piece of cake to share……Sifu click start the SiMui the first part of Siu Lim Tao, then Sifu left her to me. Because the class have 8 advance sihings and he can’t take care all. You know what, foe me it is big pressure! i afraid what i said to Mui could be wrong! Also, 2 of us played together, Sifu not only comment SiMui,, though it is good, he will comment/scold me if i wrong or if i wrong too much that he cannot withstand, i know one must have mistake, but i still felt the pressure.
He did not scolded me afterall, but i feel during the class, many time i dont know the keys nor the WHYs, even some know-hows when SiMui asked me. I really wanted hide to Sifu ‘s back such that Sifu answer all, but, i know, escape is not a way for learning, this could be a drive to improve my foundation and desire of master the skills.
Once upon a time, a university lectuere said, never think you get to understand something, not until you success in propagate it.
I will work for that day.
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